Tonight. Graham. Good. Yes.
I rekindled so many broken friendships. It was so grand!
It felt so perfect and so right! I understood why we had fallen apart; how we had all wronged each other, and how much I missed and cared for them.
I am drunk and gay and gleeful in the best of ways. It was worth the sacrifice of a boring night alone without my lover. (Who is currently visiting family). How quickly my memories came back of the good times we shared. I could never remember the bad ones, but I apologized for them just as quickly as I remembered the good times. I am so grateful for their eager forgiveness and love and sincerity.
How honest they are.
How lovely and true they are.
How deeply I felt our strength has grown.
I will remember these as my true friends.
As my only fair and utterly honest friends.
I love them.
I trust them more than I have trusted others.
Yes I am drunk,
And yes,
I feel whole.
Those filled with deceit;
Do not worry me with your presence, please disperse.
I do not care for you;
nor do you, I.
This night dawns upon me with an utter satisfaction I can not deny.
Thank you friends,
for this.
-Mia
- Mood:
Caring - Listening to: MGMT
- Reading: My drunken words
- Watching: Just watched, "Zodiac"
- Playing: Fun games
- Eating: Whiskey and Coke
- Drinking: Samual Adams